Monday, December 14, 2009

ظهورات السيدة العذراء: بين التصديق والافتراء

ظهورات السيدة العذراء: بين التصديق والافتراء
بقلم: إفرونية عازر
 ديسمبر 2009

تتردد هذه الأيام الأخبار حول ظهورات السيدة العذراء أم النور بكنيستها بالوراق


ومع تداول الخبر، تتردد الأقاويل التي تحاول تكذيب الخبر أو تصديقه...استناداً في بعض الأحيان إلي آيات من الكتاب المقدس نفسه، وهي
لأَنَّ مِثْلَ هَؤُلاَءِ هُمْ رُسُلٌ كَذَبَةٌ، فَعَلَةٌ مَاكِرُونَ، مُغَيِّرُونَ شَكْلَهُمْ إِلَى شِبْهِ رُسُلِ الْمَسِيحِ. وَلاَ عَجَبَ. لأَنَّ الشَّيْطَانَ نَفْسَهُ يُغَيِّرُ شَكْلَهُ إِلَى شِبْهِ مَلاَكِ نُورٍ! فَلَيْسَ عَظِيماً إِنْ كَانَ خُدَّامُهُ أَيْضاً يُغَيِّرُونَ شَكْلَهُمْ كَخُدَّامٍ لِلْبِرِّ. الَّذِينَ نِهَايَتُهُمْ تَكُونُ حَسَبَ أَعْمَالِهِمْ.  -- 2كورنثوس 13:11-14

أولاً، أنا لست في مركز ديني يسمح بتأكيد خبر ظهور السيدة العذراء، لأنه هناك اجراءات تتخذها الكنيسة لتأكيد صحة هذه الظهورات، مثلما حدث في الزيتون في ابريل 1968 ، فتتكون لجنة تقصي حقائق من أعضاء المجمع المقدس تتحقق من هذه الظهورات عند تكرارها، وتقوم اللجنة باصدار بياناً رسمياً لتؤيد أو تنفي الخبر



ولكن أنا مثل العديد من المسيحيين ممن يريدون الإيمان بأنه فعلاً ظهوراً حقيقياً للسيدة العذراء
ولكن الجدل الآن حول: هل من الممكن أن تظهر السيدة العذراء أو أي من القديسين؟

بالنسبة للظهورنفسه، فإنه ليس من الممكن إنكار ظهورات الزيتون، ولذا، فلماذا لا تكون الوراق زيتوناً أخرى؟
أنا لست ممن يصدقون أي ظهور يُشاع عنه، ولكن هذا لا يمنعنا من تصديق الظهورات المقدسة، في شكل سياحة القديسين الأحياء أو المنتقلين. فالسيد المسيح نفسه ظهر لتلاميذه عدة مرات، أفلا يتمجد الله في قديسيه المختارين، الذين قيل عنهم "أُكرم الذين يكرمونني"(1صم 30:2)؟

وإن افترضنا أن أحد القديسين تراءى لأحد ما، فعليه أن يتكلم بما هو مكتوب في الكتاب المقدس فقط، وإذا تكلم بشيء غير موجود بالكتاب المقدس فهذا يعني أن كلمة الله غير كاملة وبحاجة لظهور هذا القديس ليخبرنا ما هو ناقص فيها وبذلك يهينون الله الكامل. ولذا، فالظهور من هذا النوع ليس من الله لأنه لا يتكلم بما يطابق كلمة الله ... وهذه هو القصد مما قاله القديس بولس في رسالته الثانية إلي أهل كورنثوس "لأَنَّ مِثْلَ هَؤُلاَءِ هُمْ رُسُلٌ كَذَبَةٌ، فَعَلَةٌ مَاكِرُونَ، مُغَيِّرُونَ شَكْلَهُمْ إِلَى شِبْهِ رُسُلِ الْمَسِيحِ. وَلاَ عَجَبَ. لأَنَّ الشَّيْطَانَ نَفْسَهُ يُغَيِّرُ شَكْلَهُ إِلَى شِبْهِ مَلاَكِ نُورٍ! فَلَيْسَ عَظِيماً إِنْ كَانَ خُدَّامُهُ أَيْضاً يُغَيِّرُونَ شَكْلَهُمْ كَخُدَّامٍ لِلْبِرِّ. الَّذِينَ نِهَايَتُهُمْ تَكُونُ حَسَبَ أَعْمَالِهِمْ."-- 2كورنثوس 13:11-14


وللتأكيد على هذا القصد، يقول القديس بولس في رسالته الى أهل غلاطية "وَلَكِنْ إِنْ بَشَّرْنَاكُمْ نَحْنُ أَوْ مَلاَكٌ مِنَ السَّمَاءِ بِغَيْرِ مَا بَشَّرْنَاكُمْ، فَلْيَكُنْ أَنَاثِيمَا." (غلاطية 1 : 8)، والمقصود هنا أنه إذا قال انسان ما أو حتى ملاك من السماء أو قديس ظهر لأحد كلاماً يناقض تعاليم كلمة الرب فليكن أناثيما أي مرفوضاً أو محروماً، ولذا فعلينا أن نرفض كل كلام من أي مصدر كان لا يتوافق مع تعليم كلمة الرب

وأيضاً في تفسير الآيات (2كورنثوس 13:11-14) فالمقصود هنا هو عدم تصديق الذين يتكلمون بالغش والخداع والكذب ويعملون بالمكر والدهاء فيظهرون كما لو كانوا رُسُلاً حقيقيين، أي المعلمون الكذبة الذين يستغلون كل فرصة لإفساد الخدمة، وتشويه الحق، وهم يتظاهرون بأنهم روحانيون، حتى يبدون كأنهم رسل للمسيح وليس كمخادعين، لكن حتماً سيظهرون فيما بعد على حقيقتهم: أنهم فعلة ماكرون، ينادون بإسم المسيح ويكرزون ويعملون بقوة، لكن تعاليمهم وحياتهم مملوءة خداعًا. هؤلاء الكذبة يمارسون أعمال الشيطان، الذي يمكنه تغيير شكله إلى شبه ملاك نور. فلقد ظهر لحواء، كمن يقدم لها مشورة صالحة وينير ذهنها لمعرفة حقائق مجهولة بالنسبة لها، فخدعها وقادها إلى العصيان. أي أن المقصود في سياق هذا الاصحاح أن عدو الخير يتشكل بكل الطرق للخداع، فقد يتحدث خلال حية ماكرة، و في مرة أخرى يظهر كملاك من نور أو غيره، كل هذا لكي يفسد حياة المؤمن الروحية ويحرمه من بركات الخلاص

وبالرجوع إلي قضية الظهورات، فلو لم تتناقض هذه الظهورات مع كلام الله، فلم التكذيب؟

فالله عندما يصنع آية أو أعجوبة يصنعها لكي يؤمن الناس به هو ويرجعون إليه، ولكن للأسف، نحن ننسى أحياناً أن الله بنفسه كائناً معنا كل يوم على مذبحه المقدس، ونجري وراء الظهورات.. وهذا حدث مع أشخاص كثيرين كانوا يذهبون لرؤية قديس ما قيل أنه يظهر في احدى الكنائس، ويظلوا منشغلين وقت صلاة القداس بمراقبة هذا الظهور وليس بالله نفسه! ولكن لنتذكر دائماً أن الله يصنع العجائب لكي نؤمن به ونتوب ولكي يشدد سواعدنا، مثلما حدث في أيام الرسل القديسين: " ثُمَّ إِنَّ الرَّبَّ بَعْدَمَا كَلَّمَهُمُ ارْتَفَعَ إِلَى السَّمَاءِ وَجَلَسَ عَنْ يَمِينِ اللَّهِ. وَأَمَّا هُمْ فَخَرَجُوا وَكَرَزُوا فِي كُلِّ مَكَانٍ وَالرَّبُّ يَعْمَلُ مَعَهُمْ وَيُثَبِّتُ الْكَلاَمَ بِالآيَاتِ التَّابِعَةِ" -- مرقس 16 : 19

وأخيراً، إن مرجعنا الرئيسي هي تعاليم السيد المسيح في كتابه المقدس، وطالما لم يحدث في هذه الظهورات ما يتناقض مع كلام الله، من حق العقل البشري أن يصدق هذه الظهورات... وإذا تأكدت صحة الظهورات من قبل الكنيسة، فإنه ليس علينا إلا التصديق

وعلينا في هذه الأيام المقدسة، في الشهر المريمي المليء بالتسبيح، أن نأخذ كل فرصة للتقرب من الله ونسمو في قامتنا الروحية. فإن كان ظهور السيدة العذراء هذا حقيقياً، فليس علينا إلا أن نطلب منها أن تباركنا، هي التي فاقت الطغمات السمائية والتحفت   بالنور... وإن لم يكن هذا الظهور حقيقياً، فالعذراء هي أمنا أولاً وآخراً، وهي تظهر لنا دائماً بصورة غير مرئية في ضيقاتنا وشدائدنا، بل هي كائنة دائماً في قلوبنا...شفاعاتها تكون معنا كل حين




49،48:1فهوذا منذ الآن جميع الأجيال تطوبني لأن القدير صنع بي عظائم واسمه قدوس - لو 



من هي تدعى الغير الدنسة، إلا مريم بطهارتها، وجميع افكاري ملتمسة، ولم تنطق بكرامتها
وُضعت هذه القديسة، وهي عذراء بطبيعتها، وصارت امَاً ورئيسة، وفوق العالم رتبتها
عليت يا مريم جداً، وتشرفت فوق المقدار، وفقتِ مقدار الشهداء، وتفضلتِ على الأبرار
هزمتِ كراديس الأعداء، وبإبنك نَجوْنا من النار، نعظمك يا بكر مدى، العمر إلى عقب الأدهار
كل جسد حي ونسمة، يجئُ الآن ويهنينا، بأي لغة وأي نغمة، بصوتٍ عالٍ يناغينا
 --   السلام لك يا أم الرحمة، نحن عبيدك جيرينا، طوباك يا مملوءة نعمة، عند ابنك الحبيب اشفعي فينا
   -- من تسبحة عشية شهر كيهك


المراجع
الكتاب المقدس
التفسير التطبيقي للكتاب المقدس
تفسير رسالة القديس بولس الثانية إلي أهل كورنثوس للقمص تادرس يعقوب ملطي، كما ورد في





Thursday, December 10, 2009

[Poem] Even If You Will Never Want Me

Even If You Will Never Want Me
Poem#239
Written 9.12.09


Even if you’ll say you don’t love me,
Even if you will never want me,
I don’t care about my dignity;
I’ll love you even after eternity,
You’ll still be my life’s one dream,
The goal I’ll chase to the extreme,
The one reason I am alive for,
And the one I’ll gladly die for…
So if you have once loved me,
And now you’ve forgotten me,
Or if you’ve never felt for me,
And now you want us free,
Know that I take pride in you,
That I’ve met and loved you,
That you’ve been sent to me,
To guide, teach and inspire me,
To be the one I’ll dream of,
My life’s one heavenly love…
And I promise I’ll fight for you,
Till death… Till life is through…

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© Evronia Azer, 2009. All Rights Reserved.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

[Poem] You Needn’t Even Say You Love Me

You Needn’t Even Say You Love Me
Poem #238
Written 5.12.09



You don’t have to change anything,
You don’t have to draw, write or sing,
You needn’t even say you love me,
To make me satisfied, smiling happily…
Coz when I hear you say my name,
It actually doesn’t sound the same,
It’s full of much love and gentleness,
Nothing compares to its sweetness…
And I can feel all your love for me,
That fills my heart with joy and glee,
Not just my heart, my entire life too,
Is more than a dream, because of you,
You: the light shining to my dark soul,
You: the love, the greatest passion of all…

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© Evronia Azer, 2009. All Rights Reserved.

[Poem] A Perfected Love

A Perfected Love
Poem # 237
Written 4.12.2009


This poem is like a conversation between Me, my heart and my love (supposedly) :) so there are three entities being referred to in the poem… just to avoid the confusion :)

As I look deep down at my lonely heart,
I find it still aching madly at your depart,
All it wants is to be happy, to be with you,
All it wants is to share a love that’s true,
A love that survived so much and so long,
A love that can undo anything wrong…
And it keeps wondering, why it can’t be,
Like everyone else: smiling and happy…
But I tell my heart to wait for some time,
For it has a huge mountain ahead to climb;
A heartbreaking journey that has to be,
Travelled roughly, blindly, shattering me,
To teach this young naïve heart of mine,
How its love is more precious and divine,
That this love is patient, pure and strong,
That it can win its battles all along…
It becomes much wiser and it grows,
Learning from my mistakes and flaws,
Perfecting itself, getting fully purified,
Reshaped, respected and dignified,
Learning what it means to last forever,
To never stop fighting for you, ever!


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© Evronia Azer, 2009. All Rights Reserved.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

[Poem] Not Sure If I Should Be Mad at You

Not Sure If I Should Be Mad at You
Poem #236
Written 29.11.09


I want to talk to you everyday,
But I don’t know what to say…
Not sure if I should be mad at you,
Or if I should feel much love for you,
I am confused; I hate what I’m in,
But I can’t forget what has been,
I love you more than life itself,
But sometimes I hate myself,
Now, I hate what you do to me,
I hate the way you treat me,
I feel you can’t take me anymore,
But you’re the only one I adore,
So how come you can’t love me?!
How come together we can’t be?!
But I know that time can fix it all;
Time is the greatest power of all,
I wish my heart can be unbroken,
I wish my love will be outspoken…

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© Evronia Azer, 2009. All Rights Reserved.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

أبطال - Heroes

Whenever I watch a martyr film, I become inspired I almost cry..



"Where they afraid when they killed them? Did they cry? Were they so brave all the time?"
These questions often strike me when I watch the martyrs’ films and read about them. Many people say they don’t fear death, but when it is real, when it is REALLY happening, and not just normal peaceful death, when it’s painful bloody merciless death..do we fear it? I know that martyrs didn’t have a doubt in their minds whether to die for God or not, but I am asking about the normal human instinct of fear..
I think they had to be really solid and extraordinarily brave, otherwise, they wouldn’t have been such a blessing to us in our lives..they wouldn’t have been able to do miracles and have such a favorable place in God's heart.



When I was young, watching martyrs' films didn’t affect me as much as it affects me now, maybe because now I value death more, and think highly of it, I used to watch the tormenting and excruciating and not cry although I was a little kid, but now, it has become very hard for me to do so. I might cry, it’s because I ask myself if I were them, would I do the same? And I find myself thinking that they are so much better than who we are, that they’re such different human beings, because they strived so hard, and fought endlessly, and I think to myself, I do wish to be like them... but things aren’t that easy!



If someone comes to your church and you’re there, and they say you have to get out of it, it will be closed, or they’d kill you..Would you get out and run for your life? Or stay there? We would all say for sure that we’ll stay there .. but I am not sure it’s what will happen if this situation happens, and it can happen! Martyrdom isn’t past..it’s not over..

So my question is what kind of power they had, that we don’t, or at least some of us don’t, that made them endure this horrible excruciating. They certainly were in pain because they were humans, but were they happy amidst all this, knowing that they have achieved their ultimate purpose in life, which is Heaven? I am sure they didn’t regret it, but they must have had some sort of fear inside them..or maybe they didn’t.. this is what I am trying to know.. are we like them? Or are we of a different species? Do we have their courage? And if we don’t, why?!


I've always tried to write about martyrs; I wondered about their power, their strength and strong personalities..about their attitudes and courage..I had a whole lot of other questions to them..

But I failed to write something good, just what you are reading now. It was never complete...! For the first time, I couldn't express what I feel and I couldn't put my feelings into words. But luckily enough, we have great poets like our beloved Pope Shenouda III. In the poem below, he said exactly what I want to say and what I feel.. It is just more than great, that is why I want to share it with you; the original poem, not the hymns' version, from his book "The Release of the Spirit".


أبطال

نظمت هذه القصيدة عام 1947
بقلم قداسة البابا شنودة الثالث
من كتاب انطلاق الروح - الطبعة الثالثة عشر 2005

إلي الأبطال الذين أدركوا سر الحياة الحقيقية فهتفوا من القديس بولس: لي الحياة هي المسيح والموت هو ربح. لي اشتهاء أن أنطلق وأكون مع المسيح ذاك أفضل جداً

نلتم الأمجاد فى دنيا ودين.. وهزأتم بالطغاة الملحدين
لم تموتوا أيها الأبطال بل.. قد سكنتم فى سمـاء الخالدين
لم يمت من قاوم الكفر ومن ..بيســـوع هز عرش الكافريـن
لم يمت من صار باستشهاد ..قدوة تبقى على مـر السنين
لم يمت من قدم الروح على.. مذبح الحق جريئـاً لا يلين
لم يمت كل غريب ههنـا.. مر بالدنيا مـــرور الزائـرين

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عجبـاً كيف صمدتم للطغـاة.. فى ثبات أدهش الكــون مداه
أى شىء حبب الموت لكم ..هل رأيتم فيــه اكليل الحيـاة؟
أم بصرتم بيسـوع واقفا.. فى انتظار، فاستبقتم للقــاه ؟
أم سمعتم مثل همس الوحي من.. قد دعاكــم فاستجبتم لدعــاه؟
أم تذكرتم صليب الناصـرى.. ونسيتم كل شــىء ما عداه ؟
أم تخيلتم عمود الدين قد.. راح يهــــوي فاصطففتم لحمــاه ؟
أيما قد كان داعى الموت لم.. نستطع حسبانكم فى المائتيــن
لم تموتوا أيها الأبطال بل.. قد سكنتم فى سماء الخالديـن

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هذه القوه فى غير انتهاء.. كيف جاءتكم جمـــوع الشهداء؟
أى سيف قد تسلحتم بــه.. أيها العـــزّل فى ساح الدمــاء؟
هل رأيتم فى دروع الأرض ما ..لم يلق يوما بأبناء السمـاء ؟
أم تسلحتـــم بقلب طاهــر.. ودعاء مستجــاب ورجـاء
وبإيمان قـــوى قادر.. يُرجع الموتـــى ويشفـى الضعفاء
ألهمونـا بعض تقواكم فقد.. أظلم الكـــــون وقل الأتقيـاء
وبقينـــا كلما نذكركم.. يخفق القلب ويدعو فى حنيــن:
لم تموتـوا أيها الأبطال بل.. قد سكنتم فى ســـماء الخالديـن




Saturday, November 21, 2009

سيد حجاب

الشاعر الكبير سيد حجاب


في اكتوبر 2004 حضرت عرض اوبرا مصري شعري عربي لسيد حجاب بمكتبة الاسكندرية
وبما اني من اشد المعجبين بأشعاره وكتاباته وتلاعبه بالكلمات ونغماتها، فكنت مبهورة جداً بالعرض

ولحسن حظي، وفي قمة اندهاشي واعجابي فوجئت بالشاعر الرائع سيد حجاب شخصيا حاضر معانا العرض
وبعد ما العرض انتهى كنت هاموت واروح اقوله قد ايه انا معجبة بأعماله وكان منها تتر مسلسل اسمه كناريا، كان جديد ساعتها
وطبعا انا تجمدت كالثلج مكنش عندي الشجاعه الكافية لأني مصدقتش اني شايفة سيد حجاب شخصياً قدامي!!!
وبعد زقتين من اختى رحت قلتله اني بحب كتاباته قوي ، وعشان يزود اعجابي بيه اكتر بصراحة ابهرني بمقابلته وترحيبه وتشجيعه لما عرف اني باكتب انا كمان شعر باللغة الانجليزية
بصراحة فرحنى جداً
وكانت من احلى الصدف اللي حصلتلي

للاسف ماتصورتش معاه
لكن شرفنى بامضائه على كتاب العرض اللي كان موجود اليوم ده في المكتبة

واداني الايميل بتاع مراته بس معرفش هل شاف القصيدة اللي انا بعتهاله اللي كتبتها مخصوص بعد ما شفته يومها


The Day I Met the Great Poet: Mr Sayed Hegab
Poem #87
Written 17.10.2004

It was a real wonderful time to spend,
With a perfect opera show to attend,
But the most important of all,
Was his presence in the hall…
Such a unique poet he is,
For his poetry is like a quiz;
Ordinary people can understand it,
See it as an earthshaking hit,
But if you look between the lines,
You’ll find some other signs,
That words thoughtfully express,
Which rhymes clarify and stress,
Reflecting how words can be pearls,
Until the mind spins and twirls…
Hegab’s poetry is certainly magical,
Deep, fabulous, philosophical,
Simple, strong and even sweet,
That no one in history can beat!
Before watching the opera, I knew,
That his brilliance was more than true,
But he was a poet I saw on TV,
Never thought he’d care to talk to me,
Yet, I realized I was totally wrong,
As with conversations he gets along,
He spoke modestly, very fatherly,
Encouragingly and lightheartedly…
And since then, I decided I must write,
To express my pride and utmost delight,
For there is such a fine great person,
Living on the same planet we live on!



© Evronia Azer, 2004. All Rights Reserved.




المهم ، انا النهارده افتكرت الموضوع ده معرفش ليه، وافتكرت شعر كناريا فحبيت احط كله على البلوج هنا


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كناريا - تتر البداية
أشعار: سيد حجاب
ألحان: ياسر عبد الرحمن
غناء: على الحجار

تحميل
http://www.4shared.com/file/156852337/d11b32a2/Kanaria-intro.html


دي دمعة من قلبي ع الخد جارية؟
ولا دي بسمة..نسمة ..في مسامي سارية؟
لا لا دي أرواح طاهرة طايرة ف براح
وذكرى عمر ف توهة وف توبة راح
يا قلبي عيش مع زقزقات الكناريا

بين دنيا دايرة جروحها في روحنا غايرة
وأماني فايرة بدنيا تانية مغايرة
فيه قِلة جايرة وقلة غايرة ومعايرة
والناس مسايرة وحايرة أو فاهمة قارية
ويا قلبي عيش مع زقزقات الكناريا


بين رهبة م التوهة وتوبة برغبة
سددنا ديننا وغيرنا أغني وأغبي
وقلوب مصاحبة الحق صاحية ومشاغبة
وقلوب تدوب ف قلوب ولا هي دارية
ويا قلبي عيش مع زقزقات الكناريا


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كناريا - تتر النهاية
أشعار: سيد حجاب
ألحان: ياسر عبد الرحمن
غناء: على الحجار

تحميل
http://www.4shared.com/file/156855452/6fb34f97/Kanaria-Outro.html


يا زقزقات الكناريا
دنيتنا بايعة وشارية
فينا وبتصحي فينا
جروح ماضينا الدفينة
واحنا في توهة وهارية

دنيا شقى كلنا عيشها
والخوف راعشنا وراعشها
ووحوشها طيشها نعيشها
ونافشة ريشها وضارية
يا زقزقات الكناريا

عدوة ولا صديقة
يا دنيا ده الناس في ضيقة
بس الحقيقة المضيئة
أحكامها ع الكل سارية

امتى الوحوش في جحورها
يترد كيدها لنحورها
والدنيا تصفي بحورها
بين السمك والبساريا
يا زقزقات الكناريا
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سيد حجاب.. من يداعب الكلمات والنغمات ويكتب أروعها وأعمقها.. شكرا



Friday, November 20, 2009

17 Centuries for MarMina's Martyrdom

تحتفل الكنيسة القبطية في 24 نوفمبر 2009، 15 هاتور 1726 بعيد استشهاد القديس العظيم مارمينا العجايبي

وهذا العام يمثل مرور 17 قرناً على استشهاد هذا القديس العظيم العجايبي، حبيبنا كلنا
:)

شفاعته تكون معانا دايماً أمين












Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Another Badge from Google to my Knol's Essay!

Today, I opened my essay on Knol and I found that I got another badge from Google for having the most visitors جائزة اعلى نسبة عرض :D



related post about this essay and Knol Oktob competition:
http://evronia.blogspot.com/2009/06/winning-prize-in-googles-knol-oktob.html

read my essay here (the link has Arabic fonts ;) ) :D

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

[Poem] I’d Fight the Whole World

I’d Fight the Whole World
Poem#234
Written 10.11.09




Why do you want me to leave you,
After all what I’ve been through for you?
Maybe you don’t know what I did or do,
But just trust one thing: I madly love you!
I’d fight the whole world to be with you,
I’d walk miles to make your wishes true,
I would even be glad to finally die for you,
Even if you think it’s something I can’t do,
But I want you to see my heart through,
All it ever wants is to be with only you…
You’re the only one I want to run to,
I wish one day my dream will be true…

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© Evronia Azer, 2009. All Rights Reserved.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

[Poem] I Am Glad She Let You Go

I Am Glad She Let You Go
Poem #233
Written 7.11.09




She hurt you so badly, I know,
But I am glad she let you go,
She gave me a gift, not knowing,
All the love meant to be growing,
In my heart, filling, inspiring me…
Bringing out all the best in me...
So, I have thank her for letting you,
Be my life, my dreams come true…
I want to thank her for letting me,
Taste what it is like to be happy,
And feel about you the way I do…
But If she were in love with you,
I wouldn’t have known what I lost…
But my dreams would’ve been dust,
My soul would’ve died from sadness,
That’s why I’m now full of gladness…

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© Evronia Azer, 2009. All Rights Reserved.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

[Poem] Melted into Your Existence

Melted into Your Existence
Poem #231
Written 5.11.09, 7.11.09


I’ve melted into your existence,
I am free of life’s resistance…
Without you there is no me,
Without you, life can never be,
In my dreams I always see you…
I’m flying, as I’m carried by you…
You drew life for me beautifully,
You’re an artist, acting so wisely,
Knowing the best to do, and how,
Truthful, never made a false vow,
Caring, enlightening all my days,
With a creative love in many ways…
If I ever wonder about anything,
You have the answers to everything,
You know how to do things right,
You know how to bring me delight…
I used to wonder, before I met you,
About reasons for things I do,
And now I know that they led me,
To find so much love and glee…
To find the best person ever alive,
The only reason I want to survive,
The one I learn from and turn to,
The one I have given my heart to…


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© Evronia Azer, 2009. All Rights Reserved.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

[Poem] Proud of You

Proud of You
Poem #230
Written 3.11.09



When I see people talking to you,
And how much they admire you,
Or when I hear them speak of you,
Saying good stuff about you,
I nod, smile and silently agree,
Feeling so proud deep inside me,
As if your success is totally mine,
How or why… I can’t define!
I feel proud of you all the time,
Like you are part of who I am…
You needn’t do a great deed,
So that in my eyes you succeed,
I always see you great and whole,
Your soul is angelic, above all!
Your silence is more meaningful,
Than words that sound beautiful,
And the simplest things you do,
Make my dreams come true!
So be sure in whatever you do,
That I will always be proud of you!

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© Evronia Azer, 2009. All Rights Reserved.

Monday, October 26, 2009

شعار مهرجان الكرازة 2010

Notice that I am the one who uploaded all these contents online and made the youtube video embedded below. Other forums who just copy from this blog do this in an unethical way because they should at least mention the references.. !!

كلمات شعار مهرجان الكرازة 2010






عـش أميــن الــلــه مثــالك .. زى مـا ع الأرض عـــاش
ايمــان حقيـقى شجرة ثابتـة .. الريــاح متـهـــزهـــــاش
أعيش عقيدتى وأسرار كنيستى .. كلامي وسلوكى صلاه
جســــدى(قلبي) طـاهـــر فكــرى ابـــدى.. كلام كتـابــى ليـا حياه

عـش أميــــن ........ اللــه مثــــالك




حمل الشعار مرتل
Download it:

النسخة الأولى قبل التعديل


النسخة الثانية بعد التعديل
اصدار فبراير 2010
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related post: 

Friday, October 23, 2009

Why I Love Windows7 ! - Part 3

Why I Love Windows7 - Part 1
Why I Love Windows7 - Part 2


More of my Win7 love list!

  • I really can't believe I'm using the same PC!! Win7 makes it incredibly faster!
  • If usability and great user experience mean anything, they are certainly Win7!
  • Ever had troubles connecting to a projector?! Not anymore with Win7 "Connect to a Projector" utility!


  • The "Solve PC Issues" notification on the taskbar is really helpful and not annoying anymore, you can open the "Open Action Center" and see how you can resolve the problems..




  • Easily customize the icons on your taskbar, no need to crowd your taskbar with unwanted icons, and even if you want the icons, organize their view in a better way...
When you click on customize, this is what you see:


  • Great maintenance options, to create a system repair disk to recover windows if a system error occurred and there is also backup and restore options..




  • There are also many great options in the Media Center, my friend Chris has written about them here
  • The new "Paint" is such a huge different thing compared to the old ones!!! more about it here
  • Ease of access center: the narrator, for more accessibility


That's it for now, will be back for more if there's more!


Want Windows7 for free?! check this out !

Why I Love Windows7 ! - Part 2

When I came up with my first post about why I love Win7, I knew that one post wasn't going to be enough for me to say everything I love about Win7..



So here I am writing my part 2!

First let me tell you that I am not just excited about Win7 because I am a Microsoft Student Partner and because we're working on introducing Win7 to everyone.. The truth is, I am excited about new technologies that are good, no matter where they come from.. I haven't been excited about Windows Vista and I kept using Windows XP on my PC until I migrated to Win7 .. I have used all versions of Windows and I can tell you that Win7 is as different as Microsoft claims, this time, IT'S TRUE! This operating system is revolutionary, simple, lovely, fast, unique, eye catching and a lot more!

I've also used Ubuntu HardyHeron v8.04 (What I like to call the 'duck' version, coz of its funny wallpaper :D) and I've to tell you, Win7 is far much cooler than Ubuntu.. ! There is no way to compare both, unless you're an Open Source lover!

Let's see more of my Win7 love list!

  • Preview Pane allows you to preview a file without opening it! You can choose to enable the pane or just hide it.. In the preview pane, you can view: photos, videos, music, notepad files and even Pdf and Word files!!




  • Windows Event Viewer lets you view monitoring and troubleshooting messages from windows and other programs.




  • Aero Shake! Shake your window! More about it here ..Want to focus on one window? Shake it, and all the other open windows on your desktop will be hidden. Shake again, and they're all back. Click, hold down, and give your mouse a shake! (Who says an old mouse can't learn a new trick?) :D

  • Your library: the best way to organize your files and pin your most frequent icons to it.. Right click your library folder on the taskbar and here's what you see:



Include your files in the library:


  • Preview your recent opened files for a specific program without opening the program, just view them in the start menu!


  • Preview all your opened windows, without clicking on them, just hover your mouse over their mini preview on the taskbar, when you move the mouse away, you're back to your original window.. This is really useful when you're waiting for a page to load or a program to finish installation and you just don't want to bring the whole window into view when you have many windows opened and your computer feels like a dead machine that is not responding!




  • Right click any program on your taskbar, and you get a fast list of all its options!




I guess this is it for now, will certainly come back later with more and more on my beloved Win7!


Want Windows7 for free?! check this out !


My other posts on Win7:
Why I Love Windows7 - Part 1
Why I Love Windows7 - Part 3

Windows 7 for FREE! (+ any MS Software)

If you are a undergraduate/postgraduate student .. You can have Original Windows 7 for free!
لو انت بتدرس في الجامعة أو بتعمل دراسات عليا تقدر تاخد نسخة أصلية من ويندوز 7 ببلاش


Windows 7 and Visual Studio 2010 Professional are NOW available for MSDNAA members for FREE!

If you don’t have an MSDNAA account, please send a copy of your academic ID (صورة من كارنية الكليه) by email to: alex.club@student-partners.com and you will receive your username, password and an online link.

When you log in, you will be able to get your own original copy of any Microsoft Software (including Win7, Visual Studio 2010) and generate original product keys.

OR give a copy of your academic ID with your email address written on it to one of Alexandria University MSPs (Microsoft Student Partners: Ahmad Fathy, Kareem Hashem and myself) who are at Computer and Systems Engineering Department at the Faculty of Engineering.

This offer is for all Engineering, Computer Science, Fine Arts, Architecture and Design students..It is also available for university professors and teaching assistants.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Why I Love Windows7 ! - Part 1

There are a lot of posts on the Internet about Windows 7, explaining its new features, comparing it to previous versions of Windows.. However, I want to write today in short and simple points the main reasons why I fell in love with Win7...



First, a lot of people have been wondering about the reason why it is called Windows 7 in specific.. I believe the reason behind the name is from a pure marketing perspective, since it allows easy referencing for the product, by just saying "7" or "Win7" .. You can read more about the naming of Win7 here on this post


I also don't want to miss the opportunity to mention that my friend Chris, who is also an MSP in the UK, has posted real very nice stuff about Win7 that you will really enjoy!
http://www.chris-alexander.co.uk/543


Now, to my "Win7 Love List" :D

  • It needs around 10 GB to be installed on your machine, along with some software as well!! that's quite a great move compared to Vista!
  • It needs less than 30 minutes to be installed on your machine and then you can start installing any other software you need.
  • Both XP and Vista's functionalities still exist in Win7 inspite of the small installation space Win7 requires.. So don't be afraid to use Win7, you will be just fine!
  • You don't need to install any drivers software for Win7! I thought I'd need to at least configure my LAN, but it just detects everything on its own
  • Win7 taskbar is just so easy to use, provides fast access to all your programs as you can pin them to it!
  • Win7 works on 1GB RAM faster than XP working on the same RAM size!!
  • The Aero Peek option is really so cool, allowing you to take a peek at your desktop by just hovering your mouse over the end of the taskbar.
  • The taskbar provides peeking at your opened windows, you can even close the windows from the preview that the taskbar provides, without having to open the window itself.
  • You have the option on your desktop to see the "Next desktop background" (Right click on the desktop), as the theme you select from Windows personalization will provide many desktop backgrounds that you can easily see by clicking that option!
  • Unlike Windows Vista, Win7 tells you about incompatiblity issues BEFORE you install any software..
  • The search capabilities of Win7 are just beyond imagination, it can dig right into your files!
  • New improvements have been brought to the paint program.. It is now really cool!

Finally as an MSP, I would like to invite all university students (both post and undergraduates) to check out with their campus MSPs about how to get an MSDNAA account and download your own original version of Microsoft software, including Windows 7, and obtaining original product keys.

For more on Win7, see:
http://channel9.msdn.com/learn/courses/Windows7/

My other posts on Win7:
Why I Love Windows7 - Part 2
Why I Love Windows7 - Part 3

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

[Poem] When I'm Feeling Down and Low

When I'm Feeling Down and Low
Poem#227
Written 20.10.09



When I’m feeling down and low,
I feel from the world I want to go,
And hide in a place very far away,
Where I can in your arms stay,
And tell you about what’s in me,
About the awful troubles I see,
Coz you can dry all my tears,
Wipe away my disturbing fears,
The only one, who can do so,
With whom I can always let go,
Knowing I’ll be protected, secured,
Loved, safe, and totally cured…
In hands like yours who can ever be,
Afraid of anything in the world to be?!
With you, I’ll always fly in a place,
Where there is no time or space,
Because you make the world mine,
Letting me feel more than divine…

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© Evronia Azer, 2009. All Rights Reserved.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

ألحان مهرجان الكرازة 2010


Notice that I am the one who uploaded all these contents online except for the link of hymns of all stages. Other forums who just copy from this blog do this in an unethical way because they should at least mention the references.. !!

منهج الألحان لمهرجان الكرازة 2010
Coptic Hymns Syllabus for El Keraza Festival 2010



Pdf:
http://www.4shared.com/file/205984259/3719b2e0/______2010.html



Word:
http://www.4shared.com/file/142035977/7ec11989/______2010.html


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C:\Windows\Fontsلقراءة الحروف القبطية بالملف الورد، رجاء تنزيل هذه الملفات ووضعها في


To be able to read the Coptic letters in the Word file, please download these fonts and copy them to C:\Windows\Fonts

http://www.4shared.com/file/91901747/8836e265/CS_Avva_Shenouda.html

http://www.4shared.com/file/142224299/c3bb193f/AT_____0.html


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لتحميل ألحان جميع المراحل (not uploaded by me)
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السي دي الكامل لمنهج الألحان 2010 للمرحلة الاعدادية
   جودة عالية - اصدار فبراير 2010

 المقدمة لنيافة الأنبا موسى

الشعار

مقدمة المستوى الأول

مرد الابركسيس السنوي

ارباع الناقوس السنوي
اسبزمس آدام أول لعيد الميلاد المجيد
الذكصولوجية الأولى لعيد الغطاس المجيد
http://www.4shared.com/file/214543431/2e2dff0f/07_Track_7.html

المحير - ابنشويس - لعيد الميلاد المجيد
مقدمة المستوى الثاني
http://www.4shared.com/file/214562029/fc98daa5/10_Track_10.html

طاي شوري السنوي
http://www.4shared.com/file/214563589/b80097a1/11_Track_11.html

 التوزيع الفرايحي لعيد الغطاس المجيد ـ(وليس الميلاد)ـ
http://www.4shared.com/audio/Rd_-FhZ0/12_Track_12.html

لحن البركة - تين أوؤوشت
http://www.4shared.com/file/214576895/aacba01a/13_Track_13.html

اسبزمس واطس لعيد الميلاد المجيد
related post: 
شعار المهرجان
http://evronia.blogspot.com/2009/10/2010_26.html


Saturday, October 17, 2009

[Poem] Come! Draw a Smile on My Face

Come! Draw a Smile on My Face
Poem #221
Written 16.10.09





Come! Draw a smile on my face,
Fill my heart with your grace,
Just being who you are is enough,
For me to deal with anything rough,
You’re the angel that guides my soul,
You’re the one person above all,
You’re the sun that shines into me,
Making me the best I could ever be!
You’re the inspiration, the treasure,
That gets me along with pleasure,
Fighting, winning, moving on,
Making the most of life, with fun!
With all the trust I have in you,
That what you do is always true,
With all the faith that one day,
You’ll listen to all what I want to say…

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© Evronia Azer, 2009. All Rights Reserved.

[Poem] If I'm Gone

If I'm Gone
Poem #220
Written 16.10.09





If I’m gone, what will happen,
Without a notice, all of a sudden?
Will it hurt someone, or no one?
Will there be many tears or none?
Will anyone’s life change forever?
Or will everyone say, “Whatever!”
Do I make a difference around me?
Do I bring excitement and glee?
Am I a source of happiness,
Fun, pleasure and liveliness?
Am I actually hated or admired?
Am I a person deeply desired?
Am I a positive inspiration?
Can I bring others motivation?
Or am I just a dull boring soul,
That can’t be anything good at all?
In any case, I guess I’ll be the same,
Coz in my heart, there is no shame,
There might be sadness but I know,
That someday happiness will flow,
And fill my life with pretty things,
So I’ll wait for what the world brings…


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© Evronia Azer, 2009. All Rights Reserved.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

[Poem] Simple Words of Love (The One Who Makes Me Sing)

Simple Words of Love (The One Who Makes Me Sing)
Poem #216
Written 13.10.09




I sat down to write to you today,
I didn’t know exactly what to say,
But I wanted to just talk to you,
Tell you simply that I love you…
I needn’t say a lot to show,
How you make your love flow,
Filling me with so much joy,
And beautiful feelings I enjoy,
Because you’re my sweet love,
My spoilt brave baby dove…
Your heart is genuine and true,
I can’t imagine life without you,
You raise me up above all,
You always make me stand tall,
You’re superior to anything,
You’re the one who makes me sing…

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Beta Poem Copy--Still Under Revision
© Evronia Azer, 2009. All Rights Reserved.