Sunday, March 28, 2010

When You Think It Can't Get Any Worse: Don't Think!

When your life seems to you as darkest and worst as it could get, it starts to get even worse... You're pushed to the extreme. God wants to test your maximum strength and push you to hold on MORE to him.

If you think you're doing good the way you are, there is always better.

Hardships are meant to drive us to pray, and most importantly, to place our whole trust in God and TOTALLY depend on Him, for He is the only one who can do miracles in our lives.

Don't think, only: "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding" - Proverbs 3:5

Monday, March 22, 2010

[Poetry] Nothing to Write About Any More

Nothing to Write About Any More
Poem #266
Written 21.3.10

There is nothing to write about any more,
Nothing else valuable to seek and live for,
It’s all gone; it’s been stolen away from me,
But I feel I’m neither imprisoned, nor free…
I’m running around in circles, madly crying,
Scared, aching, trembling, bitterly sighing,
Where is my peace that I kept deep inside?
There is only shattering pain that I can’t hide…
I want my soul back, my pride, my passion,
I don’t want any sympathy, pity, compassion,
I only want what I had, or have I never had it?
Was it mine? Or have I foolishly imagined it?
I am the unluckiest most irrational person,
I only see everything will tragically worsen,
There is no hope for me; I am a dead soul,
The life I thought I had is out of my control…

© Evronia Azer, 2010. All Rights Reserved.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

[Poem] This Smile of Yours

This Smile of Yours
Poem #263
Written 17.3.10

This smile of yours, it shines through me,
This bright shining smile makes me happy,
How come you’re always gentle and sweet?
Everything with you is unique and complete!
Please come, bless every second in my day,
Come and let’s sing, write, draw and sway!
Our dream of a peaceful bright life is there,
May God fulfill it and answer our prayer!

© Evronia Azer, 2010. All Rights Reserved.

Friday, March 12, 2010

[Poem] I Want to Dream of You Every Night

I Want to Dream of You Every Night
Poem #259
Written 12.3.10

I want to dream of you every night,
Seeing you gives me much delight,
Even if it’s just in a humble dream,
In which you’d shine with gleam!

You don’t bless me only when I sleep,
But you’re always inside me to keep,
You shine through my sad dark days,
You guide my mind in all its ways…

You carry me on your wings and fly,
Soaring in a heavenly bright sky…
You raise me up to touch the stars,
I want to wrap and make them ours!

I want to give you more than the stars,
I want to give you Venus and Mars!
As you made me understand them all,
You are an angel, more than whole!

© Evronia Azer, 2010. All Rights Reserved.

[Poem] You Don’t Have a Choice

You Don’t Have a Choice
Poem #258
Written 12.3.10

You don’t have a choice; you have to love me,
Because in you I rejoice; you make me happy,
I find a new perfect life in you; all what I seek,
With you I’m always confident, never weak,
So I promise to make you happy, I can do it,
Give me a chance, and I will certainly prove it!
Trust my heart; trust my love vow to you,
I will erase all the sadness you ever knew,
I will transform the hurt locked inside you,
Into joy that nothing can take away from you…
I will be your servant; I’ll fulfill your needs,
I will blindly trust your decisions and deeds,
I will be your little girl and your kind queen,
I will be the shoulder, on which you may lean,
I will be the hug that wipes away your tears,
I promise to make you live heavenly years…
You are the one, who makes me want to give,
All this to you, and more, for as long as I live…


© Evronia Azer, 2010. All Rights Reserved.

[Poem] That’s Why I Dream of You

That’s Why I Dream of You
Poem #257
Written 12.3.10

I miss you when I sleep, that’s why I dream of you,
I miss you when I speak, that’s why I speak of you,
I miss you in each and every moment in my day,
I think of you with each step I take along my way…

When I am puzzled, I think of what you would do,
And I start to follow the path that for me you drew,
My love, you’re greater than you’ll ever think or feel,
I idolize everything about you; so perfect and ideal!

I love your silence and your words, they are so wise,
I wish I can see everything with your beautiful eyes…
I will walk miles to win your heart; I’ll forever keep it,
You’re the only man to whom I will die to commit!

© Evronia Azer, 2010. All Rights Reserved.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Avatar: 3D and Beyond - "I See You"

I don't like animation movies, and I am not a big fan of sci-fi too, however, "Avatar" is different. I had to watch it because of many things, most importantly, because I am a tech person and I have to see the reason for all the buzz around Avatar's 3D. But what made me write what I'm writing now is that I saw in Avatar more than just the 3D effects, and that's what I mean when I say "look beyond what you see", because there is a hidden meaning behind everything and every person in life, and this meaning is seen differently by each one of us. It is clear in the story that if someone is different from you, this doesn't mean he/she is bad, you can still love each other...

To be short and to the point, Avatar is inspirational and emotional, not just a movie with a bunch of scenes with strange creatures speaking a language we don't understand. And even though I'm not a cinema critique, I still can write many things about this movie, that I believe has written history, and is going to be a start of a new generation of movies that we are surely going to enjoy.

Avatar's pretty scenes inspired me greatly, and its music too. I planned to write a whole review on it but I started it with the above two paragraphs and didn't have enough time to finish it. So, I'll leave it to your imagination to think about what you liked about this amazing movie and I'll share with you its super wow song "I See You", because I adore its lyrics..

I hope you like it..

I see you
I see you

Walking through a dream I see you
My light in darkness breathing hope of new life
Now I live through you and you through me
I pray in my heart that this dream never ends

I see me through your eyes
Living through life flying high
Your life shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
I live through your love

You teach me how to see
All that's beautiful
My senses touch your world I never pictured
Now I give my hope to you
I surrender
I pray in my heart that this world never ends

I see me through your eyes
Living through life flying high
Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life
I offer my love, for you

When my heart was never open
(And my spirit never free)
To the world that you have shown me
But my eyes could not division
All the colours of love and of life ever more
Ever more (I see me through your eyes)
(Living through life flying high)
Flying high
Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
And live through your love
And live through your life
I see you
I see you

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

[Poem] Writing Poems to You

Writing Poems to You
Poem #256
Written 10.3.10

I love writing many poems to you,
I want to forever care about you,
And show you I’ll always be here,
Inside and beside your heart, so near,
Supporting you, through rough days,
Needing you, amid my life’s craze,
Showing the world how sweet you are,
How lovely my dear man is, my star!
You’re more precious than anything,
Greater than any other human being,
Your heart is the most beautiful one,
To your arms is where I want to run…
You’re why all my poems are born,
You’re surely why I myself was born!
You’re every single meaning in my life,
Every reasoning, happiness and strife…
So I hope my poems are good enough to,
Show you how I can sacrifice for you,
That I’d gladly cross any raging sea,
Just to win your treasured heart’s key…


© Evronia Azer, 2010. All Rights Reserved.

Monday, March 8, 2010

[Poem] The Only Hope

The Only Hope
Poem #255
Written 8.3.10

When there are many clouds up in the sky,
When I see that all my dreams fade and die,
When there’s no sunshine, only heavy rain,
When I feel no happiness, only severe pain,
I turn to you; I reach out to your hand,
The rescue that can lift me from this land,
Because when you put me on your shoulder,
There is nothing in the world I can’t conquer,
You’re the only hope that makes me go on,
With you, all my hurt can be forever gone,
That’s why I’ll hold on so strongly to you,
Even if this is the last thing I will ever do…

© Evronia Azer, 2010. All Rights Reserved.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

[Poem] She Looked Down and Cried

She Looked Down and Cried
Poem #253
Written 6.3.10

She looked down and cried on your shoulder
She silently asked if you could hold her,
And as tears kept running down her face,
She felt warmth and peace in your embrace…

She couldn’t speak but you could hear all,
You were never late in answering her call,
That’s why she trusted and respected you,
Beside all the love in her heart for you…

And whenever something troubled her mind,
She knew who to seek, and what she’ll find,
She knew that with you she’ll have everything,
She wanted you to forever be her great king…

She was sure that you are her one and only,
Because you never made her feel sad or lonely,
Because with you, she was always alright,
And for the first time, her life felt so right!


© Evronia Azer, 2010. All Rights Reserved.

"It's a Useless Thing to Do, I Can't Take It Anymore!"

Here're just a few words that came across my mind today and I thought of writing them here..

Sometimes we have to do a lot of things that we might think are useless, boring, frustrating and that we're not benefiting anything from doing them. If these things are obligatory; some kind of duty, like any university course you never liked, then try to look beyond what you actually see. I mean, try to benefit from at least a single point in this thing you are doing that might not be even related to the thing itself. Find benefits that no one cared to look for before, benefits like: patience, organization, or simply, a new experience. 

I am not going to say: "try to like it" because sometimes you can't, so at least try to gain more experience from everything you do or see in life.

I remember I once went to a concert and it turned out something much different that I expected and I was so bored. And because the concert wasn't an obligation for me to attend, I simply left the hall after 10 minutes, but I stood outside, and I remember very well that I learnt from that night that I shouldn't think I wasted my time, no, on the contrary, I saw a new form of music that probably a lot of people like, and I saw a new culture, new people, and this is called: experience. 

I also remember many projects and things I've studied that I never liked, and I am the kind of person who can't force herself to work on something she doesn't love, that's why I tried to develop this concept over the years, but lately, I've applied it more, especially that as a poet, I don't always see things the way everyone else sees, otherwise, all my writings would be repetitions of what others thought of and wrote about throughout the years.

There are significant people in my life who taught me to "look beyond what I see" and to never think of anything as a waste of time or energy, because these things and the time spent on them are called "new experiences", which we have to appreciate, because life is full of many things we don't know about...


© Evronia Azer, 2010. All Rights Reserved.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Don't Copy from This Blog!

Recently, I've seen many pages and forums online copying stuff from my blog, videos I made, or any tracks I've uploaded and referring to themselves as the "first" people who ever put these things online "exclusively".. It is very unethical to do so, I own this blog and its contents (unless I copy something from somewhere I state it doesn't belong to me)

Please, if you are going to copy from this blog (this doesn't apply to posts I mark with a copyright symbol ©), put a link to it and mention where you get your data from and I'd appreciate it if you write to me saying this!

I can easily prove through blog posts publishing dates that I am the first one who posted these things, however, things hasn't reached this extent because most of the things that were copied were not so significant to me. However, if anyone is going to copy a single POEM or a single line of writing that I post here, I remind you, there are copyright laws, even if this data is published online ..!