Saturday, May 14, 2011

[Poem] Disappointed

Poem #324
Written 13.5.2011

I would like to insist that my poetry here goes for no one :)

I’m disappointed because I thought you care,
But when I needed you, you weren’t there,
I missed you; I wanted to reach out to you,
I felt my heart was tearing, I felt so blue,
You didn’t notice me, you didn’t feel me,
To you, I never thought I’m that ordinary…
I wish you never showed me your heart,
I wish we haven’t met from the start,
You got me trapped in your love more,
Then said I’m not the one you’re looking for,
You were nice, showing love, charming me,
Then acted like you’re not the one for me,
I’d rather you never raised my hopes high,
I’d rather felt I’m unable to be free and fly,
Than listen to you lying that I’m the one,
I should’ve fled, and listened to none…
I wish you were as normal as anyone else,
I wish I haven’t taken down my defense,
I should’ve been strong, why love again?
I’ve been hurt; I’ve had my share of pain,
I don’t know where to put my blame,
I wonder why love is such a sad game,
I don’t know how, but I know I’ll survive,
Even if I have no reasons to be alive…


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