Tuesday, June 23, 2009

[Poem] I Don't Want to Write

I Don’t Want to Write
Poem # 191
Written 23.6.09

Being a writer has many advantages, one of which is to "never underestimate the power of pain, coz it produces great words"…
And that’s one of the reasons I appreciate pain, and that’s one of the reasons I wrote this poem… and the title of this poem is not really true, I still want to write :) Still, pain is hard..

I hate it when I’m feeling severe pain,
Even though I know that I’ll gain,
Even though I know it’ll make me write,
Even though it gives me power to fight.
But I’m tired of pain; I don’t want its gain…
If I have to suffer, rebel and hate,
If pain makes my writings so great,
I don’t want to write, I don’t want the tears,
I want to be free from all those fears…
I want to find my peace and serenity,
I am tired of searching for my identity,
I want to be who I really want to be,
From all these chains, I want to be free,
I want to taste the sweetness of love,
I want to be appreciated and thought of…
I hate being the victim of merely ‘fate’,
But all I can do now is to hopefully wait,
Maybe things will be better, one day,
Hopefully light will shine my dark way…

Beta Poem Copy--Still Under Revision
© Evronia Azer, 2009. All Rights Reserved.

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