Tuesday, April 30, 2013

علي هشام يكتب "نقل عام"ـ

علي هشام.. صديقي.. جمعتنا الثورة رغم انه اصغر مني ببتاع 9-10 سنين كده :)

بس الحرية بتخلي فكر أي حد ناضج وواعي.. وعلي فكره دايما بيدهشني، ولما قاللي انه هايصدر كتاب، ماتخيلتش انه خلاص هايطلع للنور بسرعة كدة.. 

أدهشني أكتر محتوى الكتاب، مش شوية كلام متجمع في ورق وخلاص، زي كتب كتير حتى من أسماء معروفة. كنت متخيلة انه اكيد مش كاتب أي كلام، وأكيد هايكون في الكتاب فكر مستنير جدا، بس أنا لقيت أكتر من كده..

لقيت السخرية في "س" و "جرايد"
والبكاء في "محطة الشهداء"
وانتقاد هلوسة المجتمع في "المتوفي"
والثورة في قصص كتبها قبل الثورة في "أفعى الكوبرا وأحلام العصافير"
وحب الوطن في "سفر"
والحزن في "عجلة بسنادات"
والانسانية في "الغرفة"
إلي جانب رسومات عمر هشام (أخو علي) اللي دمها خفيف ومعبرة :)

الكتب مابتتقلبش كده - من أحلى رسومات الكتاب 
أنا مابعرفش أكتب حاجات حلوة زي علي، ولا هاعرف أكتب له مقدمة عظيمة زي بهاء جاهين، ولا مقولة ينشرها على ضهر الكتاب زي يسري فودة، بس قررت أكتب له التدوينة دي عشان يعرف أنا فخورة بيه قد ايه انه صديقي، ونفسي كل شباب مصر يكونوا زيه :)

بس أنا كنت قلت لعلي قبل ما جيب الكتاب اني هاخد منه تمنه لو ماعجبنيش، بس انا عجبني الكتاب، وقررت أخد منه تمنه برضه، عشان الكتاب خلص ف يوم واحد بس :)

مستنياك تمضيلي عليه بقى يا عليوة!
وعقبال الكتاب الجاي ؛)

انصح بقراءة "نقل عام" !

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

[Poem] Suddenly All Songs Sound Sweet

Suddenly All Songs Sound Sweet
Poem #376
Written 2.4.2013

And suddenly all songs sound sweet,
All poems rhyme with your heartbeat,
You never thought you could fly,
Without thinking, you reach the sky,
You let your fear and guards down,
With a wide smile you never frown,
You want her, you seek nothing more,
You know she’s the one you adore,
Willingly trusting her with your heart,
She tears all your problems apart,
Supports you with the best she can,
Makes you superior to any other man,
She knows how to hold your back,
How to force any problem to crack,
She’s strong in her presence for you,
Deeply soft in how she feels for you,
Romantic in how she expresses love,
Telling you, you’re all she thinks of,
She’s realistic in her advice to you,
Helping you in everything you do,
You surely know she’s the one,
Shining in your life like a bright sun… 

Monday, April 1, 2013

She Never Asked for Anything

written 1.4.2013

She never asked for anything, why would she?! She never felt she deserved what she had in the first place. Her hopes went down with every person who had let her down in her life, so she stopped hoping for anything…

She unintentionally dedicated all her time to others, she felt she only did what she had to do. She thought that she can truly live by loving others; those who were never loved. She appreciated those who were unloved most, and tried to send each one of them a message of love, even if she didn’t know them.

Others thought of her as a hero, and with everyone who told her so, she felt fake and pretending. She never did anything to seek attention, she sought many simple things in her life and failed, so she stopped seeking any feelings or actions, and attention was something she didn’t care about much.

A simple word could make her cry; no matter how solid from the outside she appeared. The people around her who truly knew her were very few, and they knew how soft she was. But she knew she was strong, and she believed strength doesn’t contradict with softness, she had both, and dealt with every situation with the suitable emotion and attitude.

Even though many people around her made her feel successful and heroic, she still felt small and sad, she still engaged herself in the life of others because her own life didn’t mean anything anymore. Many tough days in her life caused her to lose her ego, individualism and will to live for her own.

She wished everyone would know her real self, so that they stop hurting her. She wished they would know that on some days all she needed was a hug, but she hated to feel pathetic either. She was strong and determined and would always remain so. She only wanted to be loved with no fake faces around her, no deceit, or unfulfilled promises. That’s all…